Another reason...

First day back James woke and couldn't go back to sleep at.... 4.20am! Wahey! Good thing I went to bed at 10.30 (and am just about to go now at 21.44).

I had to leave at 4. I couldn't string a sentence together.

It feels more than a little numb, to be honest. Presumably this feeling will pass.

On the way back home, a massive and beautiful double rainbow lit up the sky over our house, so I turned the key, didn't take off my coat, found Nora and lifted her up, walked outside and showed her her first rainbow.

It was good.